i never know why i try to keep up with these online journals. i think i get to a real desperate point and think that spilling my feelings out to a blank screen might help
well i didn't b/p today. thats a first in so long
intake:
cottage cheese
salad
banana
pear
salad
chicken
broccoli
appleX2
coffeeX4?
i just want to lose this fucing weight.
gym in the morning. then i'm home alone til work. fml.
please let me lose this fucking weight. i can't stand myself.